TearOfDarkness

For what reason do I exist? What's the point of meaningless life? Does anyone care if I die? No....would anyone care if I died? Why do I think this way? Am I broken? Is suicide the answer? Why am I so fucked up? Why do I love? Why do I hate love? Why won't I let anyone get close to me? Why do I keep pushing away? Why doesn't anyone understand me? Am I crazy? Why am I different? Why am I unwanted? Why must I be a mistake? Is there no place where a I belong? Is there nothing I can believe in? Have I lost all hope? Why do I feel such pain? Why do I stand being pushed around? Why can't people see what I see? Why can't they feel what I feel? Why m